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July 07, 2004
i got a twenty dollar bill that says no one's ever seen you without make-up...
So I haven't been the best at updating since the relauch...good thing Pratt's back to keep things going. The Three Musketeers (Owen, Ed, Pratt, and I) are up and running all at the same time again. Hurrah.
New Ikea furniture makes me happy. I have a real desk now. And bookshelves that are yet to be constructed. Life is hectic and full. And yet I feel empty. Distance is a killer.
It's true what they say, that you can always find something to be unhappy about, or that it's always greener on the other side, or whatever. It's never about what you have, but what you don't have. And that's not a way to live life. Appreciate what you have and don't worry about what you don't have right now. It'll come. Right?
It's easy to say that, but to live it...I don't know. When I decided I was buying a desk, all I could think about was getting the desk, even though I have all this stuff in my house already. I just wanted what I didn't have. Now I have it, and I'm happy, but is my life really changed? Better?
To calm oneself and be happy no matter what you have or don't have is the true happiness. To be secure in what you have "out there," be it in the heart of another, in the foreseeable future, in the possibilities of life, that is a great way to live.
If only I could live it.
Posted by ashersky at July 7, 2004 10:24 PM
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We're always with you in some way dude...no matter what.
Cheers.
Posted by: JJS at July 8, 2004 05:56 AM
Oh hell yes.... this is what I needed today. I fucking love your page, it makes me laugh every time I come here.
Posted by: Student Art at April 11, 2008 07:53 AM
Hm... all in all I'm agree with you, but your readership... what are they gonna say about it?
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